Ubbi Dubbi 2019
This past weekend we took an adventure down to Fort Worth, Texas to go to the first annual Ubbi Dubbi Festival. It was a two-day predominantly EDM festival that took place at Panther Island Pavilion.
I probably won’t do it a lot of justice by writing about it this quickly, but I want to share some of my experiences that made my weekend. At the very end of Day 2 of the festival, I was thinking if I ever wanted to get back with my friends about how much I had learned and everything that I loved about that weekend, I would probably have to compile it in a book and get back with them in 20 years. It was one of those weekends that everything is absolutely perfect.
So on the first day, we got there around 3 and it was hottttt. We watched Lucii, Droeloe, Joyride, Boombox Cartel, NGHTMRE, Space Jesus and Zeds Dead. They all killed it and the energy of my friends and the people of the festival and the venue were all absolutely amazing.
Zeds Dead was a set that everyone in my group was super excited to see. Their sets are good pretty much every time, but this one was so much different. Maybe about 10 minutes into their set, we started to see heat lightning all across the sky above us. It kind of seems like it’s in sync with the songs and bass.. so obviously we’re in love and it’s just making us feel the music more. Eventually it starts to drizzle and everyone was feeling that because it was mega hot all day.
So the lightning and thunder roll in and I swear it is the closest thing to being in direct unison as the songs. At this point we r losing our literal minds. The rain got pretty intense, which caused a lot of people to leave, but my friends and I decided to tough it out (obviously, this was the most intense moment of our lives and we were not leaving that set until we were forced.) I think it’s important to add here that the venue that we were at was essentially in a riverbed. It had huge hills all around us that looked sort of like levys.
So…. that meant when the wind from the storm came through, it wouldn’t just gently glide past us horizontally, it would like go up the outside of the hills then smack down in the middle of the riverbed, where we were currently losing our marbles at the intensity. As you guessed, these intense wind gusts would also burst down on us at the perfect time in unison with the music. Only the strong and dedicated stuck around until the end, and we did, and I think it was one of my favorite experiences of my life. It was crazy to me that we were giving our energy to the universe of “Yes, we love this moment so much and we are intensely here for it” and the universe was literally responding back in unison with Zeds Dead. So yeah, we’re one with the universe now.

Day 2 was also legendary in its own unique ways, but I want to emphasize one story. I could go into very, very minute detail about every 15 seconds of this trip, but for time purposes. I’ll just hit the top highlights. So in the evening around 8, some of us wanted to leave the stage that all of our friends were at and watch Slander at the other stage. Me and probably 5 of my girlfriends took off to the opposite end of the venue. During this time, I got separated from my friends. When I first noticed this, I slightly panicked. Then after a few seconds I realized this would present me a really interesting opportunity for growth.
I realized that out of all the festivals I’ve been to, I’ve never consciously been alone. Buddy system everywhere, which is smart for the most part, but it’s super safe. Sometimes your life begins where your comfort zone ends. I decided to take this time to breathe in, trust myself and trust the universe. I knew that we probably couldn’t call or text because of how many people were there, but I knew that if I was trusting the universe and trusting myself, I would eventually glide back into them without needing my phone. It was such a strangely spiritual moment because this was one of the first times that I had been alone consciously in public, just enjoying my own energy and getting to know random people along my path. It was seriously so beautiful.
I managed to make it to Slander by myself and instead of trying to find my friends immediately, I got in the crowd by myself and just felt that connection and comfort with myself. I conveniently made it in time to hear some of their biggest EDM love songs, which is a notorious time for all couples to hold each other tight and express their love for each other. Had it been a few years/months/weeks ago, I would have been insanely uncomfortable hearing Slander’s amazing love songs and not having anyone to hold myself. I would have been sad when I realized everyone around me had someone to embrace in those moments… but this was the first time I had consciously chose the comfort of my own energy when I had the option of other people, and it felt so good and so right. When I heard those Slander love songs, I just sang those words to myself (“I’m falling back in love again”, “With you, I’m superhuman.”) It felt incredibly liberating.
We ended the perfect weekend with a perfect Illenium set and fireworks. That weekend gave me the energy to take on the world. I can’t wait to tell my grandkids that grandma was cool and survived a torrential downpour during Zeds Dead at the FIrst annual Ubbi Dubbi :’)
















































